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Life gone wild

So I am in the process of getting us a home of our own.  Hopefully the paperwork will be ready to sign this week.  It is lovely a 3 story with a beautiful courtyard in the back for Miss Leah.  It is in a very safe and very nice part of the city and I am so excited about moving there.  I am finding the jewish community here to be rather lovely and I am truly for the first time embracing who I am.  No one ever seemed to understand me and what I needed and wanted in life.  I realized none of that matters I need to do what is right for me and for Leah and if people do not like it tough.  I can not make others happy only myself and do my best to make sure Leah has the best in life.  I ran into my ex Eleazar and we have chatted and spent time together.  It's amazing the difference a year makes.  While he is still very deeply rooted in his Jewish and Israeli faith I have found he has become a bit more americanized.  He looks it more.  Well it's funny cause I have only seen him in his doctor scrubs.  It is just nice being friends again and being able to spend time having fun like we used to.  No pressure to be anything more.  I have learned a lot in the last year and so has he.  My heart has been broken more than once and I promised myself that I will guard it tightly so as not to have anyone else hurt me in that way. 
I am so happy being in the city again.  I love it here.  I can not wait to start my classes and move forward in my career.  Going to school full time and being a single mom I am sure will be hard but I have good friends and a wonderful new community here and I am so excited to finally move forward.

A Place to call home

Hi everyone welcome to my new home on the net.  While my other blog will remain open for me to write about my struggles in life, I wanted to create something new and lively.  Something that can follow on my new life.  Attending University for my master's degree and my travels.  I am so excited to start moving forward with life and thanks for joining me.